Lets eat to say bye bye

I few days ago my friend and I decided to spend our last week together by having dinner in different places everyday until both of us leave for home. Sincerely, I was and still am thankful for the wonderful idea.

Being me, I was very much excited at the very beginning as I would be spending more time with people that matter before I leave this place. So much so that I cannot wait to end my day in the office and starts the food hunting journey.

Four days has passed and we have had equal share of good meals and less appealing ones. The problem with this place is, it is very difficult to find good restaurant which suits our palate. Not that we are such picky eaters but food here seems to be the same everywhere in terms of taste and style of cooking. So that was issue number one.

Now issue number two, I thought by having this food hunting activity I would be able to slowly soothe this ache in my heart everytime I think about my impending departure by spending more time with the people that I care about but this only makes me dread the idea of living. To think that after this all of us will move on with our own lives and slowly we would be strangers again makes is so not favourable to me.

"Change is the only constant" someone once said and I sort of agree to it. Therefore, i believe my fears are not entirely a paranoia on my side. Nevertheless, I cannot expect the world to stop for me or to think that everything revolves around me.

It is funny that nowadays from time to time I will bring up the issue of my leaving as a passing remark during our conversations. I did that to familiarise myself with the idea of leaving apart from trying to gauge the general sentiment on the subject. Dumb huh?

Well I'll just let this imperfection of mine slips away and not dwell to much in feeling ashamed about it. However, I must bear in mind that too much drama will reduce seriousness of the plot thus reducing the quality of the story.

So lets just concentrate on the plan at hand and try to close it successfully. Hmm whats the plant for tomorrow.Trip to the pasar malam perhaps! Haha

Signing off. Good ninght