Nothing is certain in life. Duh...everybody knows this but at times we pretend that we are certain every single time when we say 'OK I have made up my mind!'. At first you might be sure of what you want but after five minutes (sometimes immediately after you have finished saying that you have made up your mind) you will start thinking what if i choose the other way, menu, decision etc...
Dear Squid Queen,
I wish I could say that I like where I am today (sincerely at times I do like it) but being normal human being I can't help being pessimistic or lalang like...So what I do is to convince myself on a daily basis that as long as where I am today does not result to me being checked in to any mental institution, I shall go through any obstacle that may come my way.
Sometimes sharing your life detail with people that you care does helps a lot, be it while walking to the LRT station, in a car being driven to LRT station or in a restaurant after a good meal (Note: If you are in a restaurant do take note of its closing time to avoid embarrassing subtle halau-ing session by the staff hehe). Another thing is please share with the right people you do not want them going around talking bad bout you or worst telling people that you are so vain to the extent that every conversation is about your life. In short get a willing partner in crime normally in the form of people who truly cares bout you be it openly or in secret (hmm if it is in secret how would you know? well we can always try and error method =P )
Unfortunately, at times it can be really hard to the extent that even after a good ADD therapy session I would still feel sad but there is always another way out that is to beg, cry or even rant to HIM. Knowing that He will do something to help is soothing enough for me (well at least doing this helps me to sleep every night) the only downside is WHEN *typical ungrateful human trait in action*.
I think I better get to my ranting session with Him before I go to sleep....chow....
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