Not over You

You,
Sometimes i think about us as if 'us' did happen
Despite my coldness 'us' is how i described our relationship

You,
Sometimes when i go to places that i have been with you i smile to myself
Smiling as i remember how happy i was back then and at my egoism for letting you go

You,
Sometimes i wish i can turn back time
But even if i could i wouldnt do it coz i know how important you are to me only after you left

You,
Sometimes when my friend says that i am dumb for not moving on i kept quiet
Because i know i am and theres nothing i can bring myself to do to change how i feel

You,
Sometimes i think if i move on i might be betraying you
How preposterous is such an idea

You,
One day i will be strong enough to move on
But for today allow me to just be like this and continue on living with the memory of 'us'