meet or meat???

to go is to meet
not to go is not to meet
but to meet is want i want
but to want to meet is what i don't want

it is better to meet or not meet at all
rather than to want to meet but not wanting to appear to want it

meet or not to meet is the question
but to listen to dream of the heart or logic of the brain is the choice to be made

Happy and hatred

Have you ever felt happy and hatred at both time. Happy that you finally able to be acknowledged but at the same time you hate yourself for being happy that you are acknowledged.

*sigh* matter of heart is so complicated....