have u ever done something stupid just to satisfy yourself and end up feeling happy but laced with guilt of a defeated man? i for sure have done it and so do countless other people out there. for example, you decide not to do something but ended up doing it in the end after much excuses have been uttered and made up so that you feel as if you were pushed to the corner and doing something that you have decided not to do earlier seems inevitable. how fragile and vurnerable we are to the game of the heart and mind *sigh*....for today at least i decided not to dwell too much in guilt but to cherish the feeling of satisfaction that i felt after overturning my initial decision haha....some people might say this attitude as enjoying the moment while it last and the chance to do it is still there....
ps....am i making any sense in this post?
Monday, June 28, 2010
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